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Barbie world.

When I was in college I wanted the full experience and live in a dormitory. However, in the realms of reality my children and husband couldn’t live there, plus I had a job. I only had part-time for college. I always thought about girls in a dormitory room. You have to think of every square inch of living space for the next 4 to 6 years of your life. It’s your home away from home.

Most of my live I believed that I didn’t need much space. My dream finally came true when I was 56 years old. I finally have an RV. Now I’m like living in a little bigger than a dormitory room.

I have lived here for over 7 years. I will stay until I’m retired and then it’s time to move. By then I will have finally lived my full dream in a tiny space. I finally realized recently that I’m living in a dojo in a Barbie world to become a master.

A person goes to a dojo and learns martial arts from a sensei. A sensei is a master. I have finally learned that as a human being I do need space. My RV I my work office and business office, plus my workshop, laboratory, and my home.

In college I changed my major 11 times. Nothing was quite the right fit. That’s why I spent 25 years in college to find the right fit. Fact is the right fit was not where I found my career or path in life. I finally discovered that I live in a dojo in a Barbie world, Barbie dream home to become a master. A master of my own destiny.

I have 2 doctor degrees and I want 5 world medicines under my belt. I’m building to become a master. When I have achieved 5 different world medicines under my belt and all 5 business fully functional, I will then be a master of my own destiny.

I am strong and independent after 3 different cancers. Key – if I can do it then you can do it. In time our paths will cross and I can teach you also how to become a master. Learn your Mac skills. If you don’t know what they are then I will guide you into finding you.

In my dojo in my Barbie dream home I’m creating a new life after 3 different cancers. I finally have my kitchen the way I want. A lot of magic happens there. The magic of love that I give to myself in order to grow in personal growth. My health is getting better slowly each day. I finally have a 6 tiered spice rack. I like the glass spice jars with bamboo lids. I hope someday to find a 6 tiered bamboo spice rack to replace the plexiglass. I now have 2 different oil spouts and just discovered I need 3 more. I finally have my butcher block and steel cylinder holder for utensils.

Slowly my Barbie dream home will be exactly the way I want it. Took years to build my dream home and live my dream life. Gone is where the heart is. Family is love. Food is love. I will move when I’m retired to be closer to family and set up a new dream home.

Blessings from Reverend, Dr., Lewis.

Rainbow of life

Each day is new day.

It is a lovely Friday. Each day is an adventure waiting to see what side effect will pop up today. Depending upon side effects for life due to radiation cancer treatments, life is a daily adventure.

Today so far so good. I have to check my weight every month after my 3rd cancer. When weight gets too low, my kidneys and liver slow down, as it then begins the process of less function. It takes time learning the process in functioning body parts.

Slowing building my health is the main goal. As I build the 4 quadrants in nutrition this creates the 4 quadrants in personality. This is very critical in health. Making the process in health in fun is a perfect particle to enjoying what I create.

Part of the package in this fun is the challenges that change me. If no challenge then no fun. Psychologically, the story in love, creates a different team of existent in balance. As the story always goes and you can hear this through music constantly.

Story goes – boy sees girl, boy chases girl, boy gets girl, then boy doesn’t know what to do with girl. Basically, the challenge of the chase is over. Psychologically, built with in the DNA in testosterone creates a path in challenges. Learning how to conquer those challenges in the subconscious, will change the path in behavior.

To me creating my path and conquering the challenges that feel the need to invade my spaces, just means I must learn a new skill. The skill in learning to master one moment in time. This takes many years in self devotion in conquering self.

In martial arts a co person goes to a dojo and has a teacher called a sensei. With many years in training they become a master. When a student goes to a dojo the teacher is the master to teach the student how to master.

With much discipline I have learned to master many things in life. This starts with emotions. When boys for example have not learned to master their emotions, their pursuits in life will fall apart. Which in turn shortens relationships. psychologically they feel there is no challenge left.

Challenges start in heart of love. Men and women have testosterone. This is yang. Yin and yang dominate personality. Just depends on what you let dominate you.

I create my life, life doesn’t dominate me. I have learned the art of becoming a master, through many facets in my life. One of my goal is to get back into strength training. That takes a lot of discipline during healing. My major goal in health is if I don’t have discipline then I can’t breathe and swallow. It’s a lot of work, however I create games with it.

Today I’m finally gaining weight. I went from 165 pounds to 104 pounds. I have been building back. Now I’m 118 pounds. My goal is 125 pounds. Before cancer I walked 7 to 11 miles a day. After cancer I was lucky to walk 1/2 block. That takes energy I don’t have. I burning energy not fat because I have no body fat. I’m slowly build my health back.

While I use prescription machines daily to help with breathing and swallowing, I kick butt with monsters and dragons. I get my testosterone in conquering challenges monsters and dragons. I play two different games while using my machines, to help me forget about the boring stuff.

I breed and fight monsters a dragons. I became a gamer during cancer to help forget about the pain in my head. The cancer was eating a bone in my head that was very painful. The more pain I had the more my testosterone conquered kicking mister and dragon butts!!

Basically, I have been a gamer for 10 years and they are becoming stronger with each passing day. Spending a hour a day helps to release tension build up. I have never and will never spend money on a game, it’s only for fun.

Progress in weight and gaming create a unique blend, in doing things you have to while having fun.

Blessing from Reverend, Dr., Lewis.