Greetings and welcome to 1spiricallove Church and thank you for becoming part of my congregation.
Today’s sermon/session – substance.
There are many quotes in life that people live by. I find that a quote is implemented in the correct time. Same as some say, it is a coincidence. That is the realms of man-made concepts, man-made products, man-made law. In universal law it is the reality of what is meant to be.
I see what others need to see in order to see truth. One of the sayings that I live by, whatever happens in life, it is a blessing in disguise. At the time something is happening, most people are blind to see truth, because they are living in an optical illusion through man-made concepts. Same as when I tell people, I create my job, my job doesn’t create me. There are many quotes a person lives by, but when that person sees truth, only then their world opens to possibilities of whom they were meant to be.
The road is tough, this gives the inner child aka archetype a chance to grow up. I used to say, “if I’m not in college, then I get into trouble. I know myself and I know I have to keep my mind busy, or it will get me into trouble. That is simple stuff, when you train your human brain into the positive in life, then a negative creeps in, your inner child wants to come out and play. The archetype is Freudian theory of your negative self. There are many reasons why this happens. Usually anyone that thinks they are a doctor will give you, their opinion. Fact is there are as many opinions as there are butt holes.
Now many follow the path in life path that are called optical illusions, wishful thinking, subliminal brain washing, of what you and others are doing to you. When you finally emotionally mature, is when your inner child begins to grow up. For me, I watch people all my life and make mental notes. I can remember back to when I was one year old, where I lived, and still in a diaper. Throughout my life I can remember conversations for years. Throughout the years I see the patterns.
The patterns in most lives become substance. People try to constant fill a void. I know what the void is, but others are blind to the void, and this is the world of substance. A person goes through life filling voids, by turning to substance, to drown their emotions. Humans live in optical illusions, and when the optical illusion doesn’t work out through their own wishful thinking world, they turn to substance. It’s kind of like licking your own wounds so you can forget about the bad, same as a child would.
A substance is taking a person, place, or thing, to fill the void. This can be drugs, alcohol, smoking, person, food, etc. Now I give quotes as a form of food thought. Same as I told a co-worker, “I create my job, my job doesn’t create me”. I was telling the truth, because I planned on the job I have now for 20 years. Planning is preparing when the bad happens, so this way you can keeps your emotions in check.
I find that many people plan many things in their life, but they do not plan emotions. Planning emotions is how people become emotionally mature. I do not drink, smoke, do drugs, and many other things that emotionally immature people do. I live a very clean and happy life, because I create, and optical illusions are just man-made concepts in man-made products.
Another quote, “if everyone jumped off of a bridge, would you?”. Look out for the wolf in sheep’s clothing, because they will control your emotions. That means you have just given your power away.
In order to keep your power, you need to start training. Training is being prepared. You are only preparing what you will do. Only you can control you. In time it gets easier with practice. I had a co-worker once tell me, “My childhood was Disney land compared to yours”. With training I learned how to overcome the man-made concepts, because I create. While creating I learned to switch, by bringing hearts smiles and belly laughs.
When things are going bad in life, I switch different hemispheres in my human brain to a different hemisphere. Then something strikes me as funny and I start laughing, then it becomes a belly laugh, and then I feel my heart grow in happiness. Sometimes I share in the laughter. When I do others giggle. It brought them a little joy in their lives.
It takes many years in training, and this I have done, to create my world, my way. I have said and done many things in life, that help guide me into it is a blessing in disguise. Another one I live by music is my drug of choice. I have Synthesia. It was one of God’s gifts blessed to me. I see colors and numbers in music. I create music and it sells worldwide, and it is one of the things that I create since I was born into this lifetime.
I create my world; my world doesn’t create me. I do not live by optical illusions; I live by truth. When the mood strikes, I create, I don’t wait for life to happen, because I create life. When I create, I create through planning. My mom once said, “Most people go to the beach to have fun. You go to the beach, build a sandcastle, populate the sandcastle, think of all the natural catastrophes, then plan how to take care of them”. I said, “Of course”.
Planning is keeping life in the direction as it should be. When my 3rd ENT doctor told me that I had cancer, I was mad. I used to get so mad, I would literally see red. When that doctor told me that I had cancer, I was so mad. How dare something invades my space; it was not invited. I said to that doctor, “I have places to, people to see, things to do, I don’t have time for this shit, I don’t have time for cancer. After that started cancer treatments, the cancer that was eating the bone in my head, was gone in four weeks.
I basically lose eight years of my life. I believe that when a person has a job to do, they must finish the job before they pass into the next life. Basically, God keeps sending me back after three different cancers, because I have a job to do, to inspire the world. I was a very shy child growing up and to share to the world, took many years of practice, to overcome public speaking. Even to this day, when I have to communicate with the world, I cry. It is extremely hard to share me to the world.
I don’t want people to see me or hear me. I’m like the elf that fixes your shoes when you are asleep, when you wake up, they are done. I really hate showing my face, because all my life people stare. I now have about two million paparazzi, and I find it to be insurmountably rude.
To drown out the world, through writing poetry, and don’t care if anyone likes it, or not. It’s one of the things that brings heart smiles and belly laughs.
“Are you meant to see, what we are meant to be, as the frogs and crickets, break the sound bearer, so we can hear the musical essence, that dance on a golden pond.” By the way, music is my drug of choice.
Life is Love; Love is Life.
Blessings from Reverend Ms. Lewis.
Thank you for your support.
